ni poem!

salam alaikum.. hurm.. tgh hari ni sebabkan takde idea, aku meneroka blog2 yang aku follow.. aku termasuk blog asip ilham.. (bangge lagi la die ni kang..) ahah.. 

 terbace pulak bende yang mcm pernh aku dengar jer sebelum nih.. hyaha... satu puisi ke, pantun ke, poem ke ape aku x tau.. cuma, yang aku ingat, ni aku buat mase awaltahun.. eh! ke periksa tahun lepas ar? x ingat la.. tapi terbuat la poem nih. saje2 kan.. so, bace la.. x nak bace sudah..

When I stare at the floor

With the tears full in my eyes

In what reason I was created for

If it is only about soping and cries . .

I stare to the world 

Again with tears of blood

Why did they have to be cruel

Like I did something they can not forgot . .

Family treated me like I am a great sinner

I am hoping to be loved like a beggar

I looked at my friend with tear

But they left me , oh I need a savior !

Then I realise you there

Watching me with great smile 

It first feel creepy

But I know I need it , I cannot lie . .

Then I started to get know you more

I can see the light you bring 

I can feel the love in my core

Like a magic bling,bling,bling . . 

You created smile in my lips

You created happy in my life

I now love you deep

I need you, and I know you never leave me . .

Oh Ya Rabb you are my saviour 

It is like between us there are no barrier

I am begging you please let me enter

Your heaven and be with you forever . .

Ya Allah , andai esok tiada lagi jasa untuk aku curahkab pada pohon agamamu , matikanlah aku ! 

Ya Allah , jika esok aku masih memalukan rimbun ketenangan ibu abah , kau bawa aku jauh dari mereka !

Ya Allah , andai esok lebih banyak terluka disebabkan aku dari yang bahagia disebabkan aku , jemput aku kesana tanpa ade kenangan antara aku dan mereka . . .

akh sufi said : pengajarannya ape? jangan mengelamun mase periksa.. haha..ape2 pon.. tq sip.. kalau aku aku buang dah.. haha. da banyak aku buang da..